Making Time For Friends

Making Time For Friends

Post natal depression, or depression of any kind for that matter looks like something different to everyone. Something that I have really struggled with over the past couple of years is wanting to see anyone other than family. Depression, along with other various things like time and spare money has majorly affected how I have felt about having any kind of a social life. I think there has only been maybe a maximum of a dozen times over the last 3 years where I have been out and done something with friends. I just haven’t felt like being social at all.

However, over the past couple of months something changed. I don’t really know what it was or when it happened but from somewhere, I started wanting to do things again and to see people.

Just before the summer someone who I used to work with a few years ago at the soft play/ bowling alley had a baby and we’d also sort of kept in touch here and there before then. She was always someone I’d got on really well with and she was one of the very few people from work who I spoke to after going on maternity leave myself. So, before Erin broke up for the summer holidays we went for lunch at a local cafe and had a really good chat. I think we ended up being there for about 2 hours and I had to go pick Erin up early as she wasn’t very well.

From that day I sort of thought you know what, I actually really miss this! Since then, I have been to do a nearly new sale and out for lunch again with this particular friend and we already have another day on our calendars for a couple of weeks time. With this friend I generally tend to plan things while Erin is at nursery because it really is nice to eat in peace and have some adult time (and baby snuggles).

I’ve also managed to reconnect with some of my absolute best friends, who really have been there for us no matter what. I met Kirsty (The Overflowing Library) I think in maybe 2011. I used to be a book blogger and we met at an event in London. Kirsty is actually the person who introduced me to John so without her I wouldn’t be married and with Erin now. Anyway, my relationship with Kirsty and her husband really suffered when my depression was at its worst. This was the point where I just didn’t want to see anyone or do anything. I think we probably went a good 2 years at least without doing anything with them.

Cromer beach

Over the summer holidays while we were in Cambridge Kirsty and Hadley were at the same time. We were able to meet up with them for lunch and go to a couple of museums together. Erin absolutely loved them both from the very first second and was already asking to see them again the next day. So, I arranged to meet up with Kirsty at Cromer beach for a fun day with Erin and then John and I did the same with both Kirsty and Hadley a couple of weeks later.

Cromer beach

Just the other week I was invited to the VIP launch of Superbowl UK in Norwich and was able to invite a few friends as well. Kirsty wasn’t able to make it due to work commitments but Hadley was really quite excited about it. Hadley and I had never done anything just the two of us before (my sister and brother in law came too) so I wasn’t sure if it would be a bit strange without Kirsty. It really wasn’t though and Hadley and I had a fantastic night and we had so much fun.

Superbowl UK VIP night

I’ve really loved having a bit more of a social life lately and I’m even going for a coffee with another friend in a few weeks time too. As much as I’m enjoying it I know I can’t do it as much as I would like. We don’t always have much spare money at the moment and I feel a bit selfish using it for myself rather than on a day out somewhere with John and Erin. I know John doesn’t really mind and actually encourages me to see friends during the week when I have a lot more time to myself. I guess I’m just going to have to balance it out a bit better so I can do a bit of everything.


Making Time For Friends

8 thoughts on “Making Time For Friends”

  1. I think finding time for yourself, and in turn your friends is so important. I make sure I have even ten minutes a day to ring my best friend and we get together as often as possible. I’d go insane otherwise!

  2. I really struggle with this. I was a single parent for almost 10 years so I was kinda always around for my friends, then I met someone and moved to a new area and my friendships have suffered. One in particular.

    I really needed to read a bit of positive about making time for friends and also in turn ourselves.

    Great post

  3. Such a lovely post – time with friends is so important, even if it’s just a quick chat or a coffee after the school run. I also suffer from depression so understand the periods of not wanting to see/speak to anyone. During these periods I still try to maintain contact via text/social media, even though the thought of actually seeing people face-to-face is overwhelming.

  4. I’m so glad that you’ve been so happy spending more time being social. I think it’s only natural to do this when you’re a parent. But can be a little harder to move outside your comfort when dealing with depression and post natal depression. I know after I had my girl, my anxiety skyrocketed and found it hard to leave the house on my own.

  5. It can be so easy to miss out on a social life once you have kids. I was lucky that I made friends with a group of women when I had my first and we used to meet up every week. I still need to get out more of an evening though.

  6. You’re right, it is so important to make time for friends but can be really tough, especially if you have post-natal depression. It’s great that you’ve been enjoying getting out and about more. It’s good for you and good for the soul!

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